1. |
Goodbye Girl
04:11
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I don't know how to touch you
From the other side of the tangled sheets
And if you don't know how to talk to me
I won't demand your honesty
I just wish that you had thought to speak your mind
It's not about my feelings I just wanna plan my Friday nights
You said you wanted to go home with me
But now you just wanna go
You said you didn't wanna be so lonely
But now you wanna be alone
You said you wanted to agree
But you made all your decisions and they didn't involve me
You wanted to leave every party with me
But now you just wanna leave
Now that it's over all you wanna do is leave
I don't know what to tell you
When you list what makes you think of me
And if you don't know what you're feeling
Why do you kiss me so convincingly
And you beg me to stay the night every time you're drunk
But now I know you do that to every single girl you want to fuck
You said you wanted to go home with me
But now you just wanna go
You said you didn't wanna be so lonely
But now you wanna be alone
You said you didn't know what to believe
But you already decided how you wanted to proceed
Last night you wanted to leave every party with me
But now you just wanna leave
Now that it's over all you wanna do is
You wanna leave, don't wanna leave with me
You wanna breathe but you can't breathe with me
You wanna be but you don't wanna be with me
You wanna leave, don't wanna leave with me
You wanna breathe but you can't breathe with me
You wanna be but you don't wanna be with me
You said you wanted to go home with me
But now you just wanna go
You said you didn't wanna be so lonely
But now you wanna be alone
You said you wanted to agree
But you made all your decisions and they didn't involve me
You wanted to leave every party with me
But now you just wanna leave
Now that it's over all you wanna do is leave
You just wanna leave
Now that it's morning all you wanna do is leave
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2. |
Swing Low
03:26
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3. |
Out of Love
02:58
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You said what I'd been waiting to hear
It didn't change a thing but it sounded sincere
The way I feel about you may never be clear
I drove you crazy for a reason
It didn't just disappear
I hated you for saying all the awful things you said
Then leaving me to cry on a fucking park bench
And though I spent the last few months pretending you were dead
The thing I noticed is
I've never fallen out of love with you
I don't want to be lonely or angry or sad
I don't want to be anything after having what we had
You said you didn't mean to hurt me but you always hurt me bad
You said you didn't want to walk away
But you didn't look back
I'm not trying to play victim I just keep on getting hurt
Bending over backwards for you only left me in the dirt
I think we've both been growing up for better or for worse
But the thing that kills me is
I've never fallen out of love with you
I thought you knew me inside out I thought we were in sync
But miscommunication's always kind of been our thing
Cuz when I explained my heart I don't think you were listening
The thing I told you is
I've never fallen out of love with you
I've never fallen out of love with you
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4. |
Chainsmoke
03:54
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I don't have the energy for this
We drink until we're drowning and pretend that it's a good idea to kiss
Isn't all romance a corporate scam
Confine me to a hallmark card and fall for your idea of who I am
Don't take me out to the diner with the vinyl seats
Don't tell me I appear to you in your dreams
I've seen the graveyards where boys like you go to bury
Girls like me
And I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
And I can do that alone
You don't have to hold me through the night
I sleep alone so often you don't have to try so hard I'll be alright
Come on take off your daddy's dusty tux
It's not our senior prom and we're not newlyweds this isn't love it's lust
Don't take me out to the diner with the vinyl seats
Don't tell me I appear to you in your dreams
I've seen the graveyards where boys like you go to bury
Girls like me
And I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
I just wanna chainsmoke
And I can do that alone
I wake up I look over you're sleeping
And the morning light halos your head
But suddenly I'm getting up and I'm leaving
Cuz if I stay with you I'll never leave your bed
Never leave your bed, never leave your bed
Don't put your hands on my hips when you dance with me
Don't tell me that you think of me constantly
I've seen the churches where boys like you go to marry
Girls like me
And I just wanna chainsmoke
Stand out in the rain and smoke
I don't want to explain the way that we spoke
I'd rather just be alone
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5. |
New Years
03:33
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Wasn't it New Years yesterday
Didn't we share our champagne
Wasn't it New Years yesterday
Cuz I'm still feeling the same
Wasn't it New Years yesterday
Didn't we watch the ball drop
Huddled around your TV set
Counting down all the days we already forgot
And we all had cold lips
And we all shared a kiss
On the steps of your fire escape
You all spit out your drinks
Secretly in the sink
And when no one was looking
I drank wine from the drain
Wasn't it New Years yesterday
I spent the whole year alone
But I finally went out on New Year's Eve
Just to look for the me who had never come home
How I laid in my room
Like a dog with its doom
Watching reruns of shows I had seen
How I laid in my bed
No room left in my head
For all of the love I could ever receive
I laid down on your roof
Feeling drunk and aloof
And decided right there I would die
With my firework friends
As another year ends
So what do you mean it's July
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6. |
Interlude
01:18
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7. |
Easy
03:38
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I knew I was wrong when I felt you reach out in the crowd
I almost reached back ‘cuz I couldn’t bear letting you down
You said that we’re only in love when I find it convenient
I know you so well but I can’t really tell if you mean that
I know I’m not easy to deal with
I wish I was easy to deal with
And though I’m not easy to deal with
Doesn’t mean I don’t care
And outside the venue I called you the love of my life
I hate that you use that against me each time that we fight
No point saying sorry if you won’t admit to mistakes
‘Cuz you’re not sorry you hurt me just sorry that I feel that way
You know you’re not easy to deal with
I wish you were easy to deal with
And though you’re not easy to deal with
I still love you, I swear
I played you my new songs and watched your frown form
You’re thinking they’re not about you anymore
But I never wrote about you from the start
How could I when you’d never broken my heart
I know I’m not easy but I tried so hard
And this time you’ve broken my heart
This time you’ve broken my heart
This time you’ve broken my heart
This time you’ve broken my heart
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8. |
Danny is Dreaming
06:17
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I said I don't know if we should talk when we're away
I don't know if I'd have anything to say
I used to be a part of things that happened in your day
And he felt the same
We wanted healthy distance but it never really worked
Just felt like we were robbed of something perfect and deserved
And I could have held on tighter but I'm not that kind of girl
And he felt the same
My favorite thing to do with him was just talk shit
Or listen to music with a headphone split
Now it feels like something's missing but I'm not sure what it is
Does he feel the same
But somewhere Danny is dreaming
Somewhere while I stare at the ceiling
Somewhere Danny's dreaming of me
And I feel the same
I feel the same
I feel the same
I feel the same
Somewhere Danny is leaving
Arm in arm with that new girl he is seeing
Somewhere he's recovering from me
But I'm still the same
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9. |
Sincerely Spaceman
04:07
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When I grow up I want to be
An astronaut, explore the galaxy
When I grow up I want to know
All the constellations and how every star glows
Cuz the real world seems so empty and the people seem scared
So I think I'll grow up later when I'm prepared
When I grow up I'll never grow old
I'll always wear a helmet and I'll dip my heart in gold
Cuz the real world has no magic, has no life
And I'm scare of being no one and wasting time
So let me be a spaceman
Let me grow up slowly
If it's not too selfish
Let me live among the stars
Let me be a spaceman
Even if it's lonely
Let me do some thinking
While I spend the year on mars
Then maybe one day, someday
We could be together
We could build a spaceship
And fly twice around the moon
And if we go together
Space won't be so lonely
Let's grow up together
But let's not grow up too soon
Let's grow up together
But let's not grow up too soon
Let's grow up together
Let's not grow up too soon
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10. |
Honey Blue
01:56
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There's no honey blue tomorrow
No pulling through tomorrow
No point in acting like we're kids
Cuz soon I'll be off and leaving
My childhood bedroom grieving
Soon I'll know how it feels to be real
Eleven AM, head reeling
Quarter past twelve, no feeling
How'd you explain it to your friends
So get on a train, my door's open
Childishly, I'm still hoping
This could end like a fairytale
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