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Goodbye Girl

by burnt siena

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1.
Goodbye Girl 04:11
I don't know how to touch you From the other side of the tangled sheets And if you don't know how to talk to me I won't demand your honesty I just wish that you had thought to speak your mind It's not about my feelings I just wanna plan my Friday nights You said you wanted to go home with me But now you just wanna go You said you didn't wanna be so lonely But now you wanna be alone You said you wanted to agree But you made all your decisions and they didn't involve me You wanted to leave every party with me But now you just wanna leave Now that it's over all you wanna do is leave I don't know what to tell you When you list what makes you think of me And if you don't know what you're feeling Why do you kiss me so convincingly And you beg me to stay the night every time you're drunk But now I know you do that to every single girl you want to fuck You said you wanted to go home with me But now you just wanna go You said you didn't wanna be so lonely But now you wanna be alone You said you didn't know what to believe But you already decided how you wanted to proceed Last night you wanted to leave every party with me But now you just wanna leave Now that it's over all you wanna do is You wanna leave, don't wanna leave with me You wanna breathe but you can't breathe with me You wanna be but you don't wanna be with me You wanna leave, don't wanna leave with me You wanna breathe but you can't breathe with me You wanna be but you don't wanna be with me You said you wanted to go home with me But now you just wanna go You said you didn't wanna be so lonely But now you wanna be alone You said you wanted to agree But you made all your decisions and they didn't involve me You wanted to leave every party with me But now you just wanna leave Now that it's over all you wanna do is leave You just wanna leave Now that it's morning all you wanna do is leave
2.
Swing Low 03:26
3.
Out of Love 02:58
You said what I'd been waiting to hear It didn't change a thing but it sounded sincere The way I feel about you may never be clear I drove you crazy for a reason It didn't just disappear I hated you for saying all the awful things you said Then leaving me to cry on a fucking park bench And though I spent the last few months pretending you were dead The thing I noticed is I've never fallen out of love with you I don't want to be lonely or angry or sad I don't want to be anything after having what we had You said you didn't mean to hurt me but you always hurt me bad You said you didn't want to walk away But you didn't look back I'm not trying to play victim I just keep on getting hurt Bending over backwards for you only left me in the dirt I think we've both been growing up for better or for worse But the thing that kills me is I've never fallen out of love with you I thought you knew me inside out I thought we were in sync But miscommunication's always kind of been our thing Cuz when I explained my heart I don't think you were listening The thing I told you is I've never fallen out of love with you I've never fallen out of love with you
4.
Chainsmoke 03:54
I don't have the energy for this We drink until we're drowning and pretend that it's a good idea to kiss Isn't all romance a corporate scam Confine me to a hallmark card and fall for your idea of who I am Don't take me out to the diner with the vinyl seats Don't tell me I appear to you in your dreams I've seen the graveyards where boys like you go to bury Girls like me And I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke And I can do that alone You don't have to hold me through the night I sleep alone so often you don't have to try so hard I'll be alright Come on take off your daddy's dusty tux It's not our senior prom and we're not newlyweds this isn't love it's lust Don't take me out to the diner with the vinyl seats Don't tell me I appear to you in your dreams I've seen the graveyards where boys like you go to bury Girls like me And I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke I just wanna chainsmoke And I can do that alone I wake up I look over you're sleeping And the morning light halos your head But suddenly I'm getting up and I'm leaving Cuz if I stay with you I'll never leave your bed Never leave your bed, never leave your bed Don't put your hands on my hips when you dance with me Don't tell me that you think of me constantly I've seen the churches where boys like you go to marry Girls like me And I just wanna chainsmoke Stand out in the rain and smoke I don't want to explain the way that we spoke I'd rather just be alone
5.
New Years 03:33
Wasn't it New Years yesterday Didn't we share our champagne Wasn't it New Years yesterday Cuz I'm still feeling the same Wasn't it New Years yesterday Didn't we watch the ball drop Huddled around your TV set Counting down all the days we already forgot And we all had cold lips And we all shared a kiss On the steps of your fire escape You all spit out your drinks Secretly in the sink And when no one was looking I drank wine from the drain Wasn't it New Years yesterday I spent the whole year alone But I finally went out on New Year's Eve Just to look for the me who had never come home How I laid in my room Like a dog with its doom Watching reruns of shows I had seen How I laid in my bed No room left in my head For all of the love I could ever receive I laid down on your roof Feeling drunk and aloof And decided right there I would die With my firework friends As another year ends So what do you mean it's July
6.
Interlude 01:18
7.
Easy 03:38
I knew I was wrong when I felt you reach out in the crowd I almost reached back ‘cuz I couldn’t bear letting you down You said that we’re only in love when I find it convenient I know you so well but I can’t really tell if you mean that I know I’m not easy to deal with I wish I was easy to deal with And though I’m not easy to deal with Doesn’t mean I don’t care And outside the venue I called you the love of my life I hate that you use that against me each time that we fight No point saying sorry if you won’t admit to mistakes ‘Cuz you’re not sorry you hurt me just sorry that I feel that way You know you’re not easy to deal with I wish you were easy to deal with And though you’re not easy to deal with I still love you, I swear I played you my new songs and watched your frown form You’re thinking they’re not about you anymore But I never wrote about you from the start How could I when you’d never broken my heart I know I’m not easy but I tried so hard And this time you’ve broken my heart This time you’ve broken my heart This time you’ve broken my heart This time you’ve broken my heart
8.
I said I don't know if we should talk when we're away I don't know if I'd have anything to say I used to be a part of things that happened in your day And he felt the same We wanted healthy distance but it never really worked Just felt like we were robbed of something perfect and deserved And I could have held on tighter but I'm not that kind of girl And he felt the same My favorite thing to do with him was just talk shit Or listen to music with a headphone split Now it feels like something's missing but I'm not sure what it is Does he feel the same But somewhere Danny is dreaming Somewhere while I stare at the ceiling Somewhere Danny's dreaming of me And I feel the same I feel the same I feel the same I feel the same Somewhere Danny is leaving Arm in arm with that new girl he is seeing Somewhere he's recovering from me But I'm still the same
9.
When I grow up I want to be An astronaut, explore the galaxy When I grow up I want to know All the constellations and how every star glows Cuz the real world seems so empty and the people seem scared So I think I'll grow up later when I'm prepared When I grow up I'll never grow old I'll always wear a helmet and I'll dip my heart in gold Cuz the real world has no magic, has no life And I'm scare of being no one and wasting time So let me be a spaceman Let me grow up slowly If it's not too selfish Let me live among the stars Let me be a spaceman Even if it's lonely Let me do some thinking While I spend the year on mars Then maybe one day, someday We could be together We could build a spaceship And fly twice around the moon And if we go together Space won't be so lonely Let's grow up together But let's not grow up too soon Let's grow up together But let's not grow up too soon Let's grow up together Let's not grow up too soon
10.
Honey Blue 01:56
There's no honey blue tomorrow No pulling through tomorrow No point in acting like we're kids Cuz soon I'll be off and leaving My childhood bedroom grieving Soon I'll know how it feels to be real Eleven AM, head reeling Quarter past twelve, no feeling How'd you explain it to your friends So get on a train, my door's open Childishly, I'm still hoping This could end like a fairytale

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songs written by 15-19 year old me, brought to life by my amazing collaborators and friends.

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released February 14, 2019

Music and Lyrics by Siena Sherer

Siena Sherer- guitar, vocals
Hunter Factor- bass
Micah Rubin- drums
Michael Ventoso- trombone
Tim Trumpet- trumpet
Simon Broucke- rhodes
Matias Van Order Gonzalez- ambient sounds

Produced by Matias Van Order Gonzalez
Mixed and mastered by Matias Van Order Gonzalez and Siena Sherer

Art by Tam Stockton

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sweet n sour songs by siena: sad, sentimental, sultry, silly, sleepy, & sometimes sincere.

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