jonas, the blizzard

by burnt siena

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1.
anyway 02:20
still got your books stacked on my shelf still got your imprints in myself still got your shirts piled in my drawer still feel your shadow on my doorstep i always hated you anyway hated you anyway why did i wait for you anyway hated you anyway still got my postcards on your desk still think we're different from the rest still got my photos on your phone still feel my presence in your home you always hated me anyway hated me anyway what did you see in me anyway hated me anyway did my lips not feel like daylight did you find solace in my touch did i not make you feel like someone did you not use me like a crutch i always hated us anyway hated us anyway i always hated us anyway anyway what did you say that i couldn't say it couldn't be just any day did i not ruin us anyway ruin us every way i hated you anyway
2.
normal 05:11
i call you, you don't pick up there's nothing to reconstruct we're normal, what you'd expect we're common, just like the rest you're tangled in laughing smoke you're making yourself the joke you hold me just like a tomb you kiss like an empty room you've been weighing on my mind oh, but how you you waste my time you waste my, waste my time i liked you so honestly i thought of you constantly you're more than someone i used if that scares you, then i'm confused you tell me i'm full of shit i am come, come to think of it
3.
i'm so happy, i'm so content in love with your absence, i long for your scent i'm so happy, how could i be blue but hey, who am i now, another girl you would screw i turn on the water and stare at the tub and i think of you i close the curtains, lie down on the rug and i think of you i'm so happy, i'm wasting your time our legs are so tangled, oh how you make me divine i take out my matches and sit on the sink and i think of you i see my reflection, the curve of my cheek and i think of you it felt like so recently you couldn't get enough of me it was a temporary thing but it ended up meaning so much to me now all you wanna do is touch me? i take my clothes off, there's nothing to do, so i think of you i light a cigarette, feeling so used when i think of you i climb in the bathtub and reach for the soap cuz i reek of you but i wanna know who i'm talking to when i talk to you
4.
my friends say i am underwater and i refuse to swim my friends say i'm belligerent, my humor is too grim my friends say i'm a narcissist any maybe they are right my friends, they take me out, and they ignore me for the night my friends say i am righteous, i am holier-than-thou my friends think i like feeling sad, i live for it somehow my friends think that i lag behind they jokes they like to make my friends see my sincerity and think it must be fake they call me on an underwater telephone and say: "siena, we are worried, why do you hide yourself away?"

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songs recorded during the blizzard

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released January 24, 2016

songs written and performed by siena
recorded by blue snowball
mixed (unfortunately) by siena
album picture by shana hodosh
featuring loud clanking radiator and winter storm jonas

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burnt siena New York, New York

sweet n sour songs by siena: sad, sentimental, sultry, silly, sleepy, & sometimes sincere.

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